HELP ME!!

SBENARNYA HAL NI DH LME AKU DGR N PRASAN..

RAMAI YG DH MULA KATA AKU NI BRUBH..

DLU SOPAN SNTUN JE..(SOPAN KE AKU NI?)

TP SKANG SKE MRAH2,DINGIN N MCM2 LA YG NEGATIF..

AKU MULA KELIRU..

BTUL KE APA YG DORG CKP NI??

AKU RSE AKU BRUBH GAK..

PERLU KE AKU JMPE NG PKAR SKIT JIWA??

PERLU KE AKU MSUK HSPITAL SKIT JIWA??

AKU PN RSE YG AKU NI MKIN GLER..

CUMA MGKN BLUM SMPAI THAP GLER THAP DEWA..

KALU AKU DH JD MCM 2..

ADA KE ORG YG NK HULUR KN TGN DIA UTK SLAMATKN AKU DRI KEGELAPAN 2??

TNANGKN JIWA AKU YG TGH RTAK NI??

AKU BTUL2 TKUT N KELIRU..

TP AKU XNK BRUBH KPD SMTHNG YG ORG TKUT..

AKU NK BRUBH KPD SMTHNG YG ORG SKE..

ARGH!!

AKU BTUL2 DH KELIRU NI..

KALAU HAL NI BERTERUSAN..

I WILL LOST MY SOUL IN DESPAIR..

AKU XNK JD MCM JOKER..(TP BEST GAK JD DIA)

ARGH!! AKU KELIRU!!

MCM MANA NK KWAL SUME NI??

PERLU KE AKU AMIK UBT??

ATAU IGNORED JE SUME NI??

SOMEONE HELP ME!!

my dark side..

have u ever think the worst case scenario that can happen to someone that u hate? if u ask me. i will say that i have and it will be hell unleashed to that person. although i dislike to hate people but i really like to take a revenge and make that person suffer. have u seen the film "SAW"?

if u have seen it. u maybe know the brutality that have shown in the film. but i can make more brutal than that to that people. i can make that person wish that he/she died or never been born! what type of torture that i can think of :

1) pull out their body hair one by one.
2) pull out their nail from their leg and hand.
3) smack their body with a crowbar then stop for a while until their recover then continue hitting them.
4) cover their body with kerosene then light it with fire. when their scream in pain i put out the fire before their become "fried human". then u know what i will do.
5) i poke their body with a stapler from bottom and way up. i think u know the idea.


there are many more torturing method that i can think of and will do to that person. maybe my body is small but never challenges me to that thing. because i will do it and it will be hell for u.

why so serious??

why must we have to be serious all the time??

is serious so important??

when we serious people scare toward us..

so stupid..

unlike me..

im so fucking hate when being serious..

because when i serious..

i will make people cry..(what the fish??is this a curse??)

so what to do??

being serious all the time..

or..

being crazyyyyyyyy..

hahahaha..

but sometimes serious can be a good thing for us..

sometimes crazy also good for us..

balanced this two thing..

our life maybe better than the past n the present..

believe in our self..(i think i digress from the true topic)

or..

i just being crazyyyyyyyyyyyy!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

LOVE..

WHAT IS LOVE??

IS LOVE SOMETHING THAT WE CAN EAT??

THAT WE CAN SHARE WITH EVERYONE??

THERE ARE 2 MEANING OF LOVE..

1)CARE FOR EVERYONE AROUND US..

2)ONE PERSON THAT WE GIVE ALL OUR LIFE TO HER/HIM..

WHICH NO ARE YOU NOW??

demi kwn ku..

aku terglak bler mmber aku kata ape yg aku tlis kt blog ni cool..

aku terpk clah mane blog aku ni cool..

dia kata aku bt blog ni mcm diari..(agk r)

 aku ni  bkn jnis yg tlis dlm diari sbb aku rse aku lbih mrepek n xkn pham diari aku sndri..

aku tlis bnda ni pn sbb org 2 nk sgt bce blog aku yg serba xkna ni..

jd aku tnaikn permntaan dia..(tp dia xtnaikn permntaan aku..ceh)

anyway..

tp aku bgga ng kwn aku yg sorg ni coz llus dlm exam dia..

tahniah ya!!(smgt aku ni)

hope dh smpai menara gding xlupakn kwn..

tp dia sruh aku terharu sbb jd org ke-2 thu bnda 2..

persoalan yg bermain di fikiran aku skang ni..

akhir perbualan kitorg aku xthu ape yg rsuk dia..

tbe2 dia nk tdo awl n jd zman batu ng aku..

tp bgus la dia tdo awl..

krap sgt tdo lmbt then bler ada msalah xdpt nk settlekn..(tp lpas kt aku..-.-')

xpe la..

sbg shabat sejati ko..

aku ttap ada utk ko k..;)

xnk ko sdih2 mcm ari 2..(smpah aku tkut)

hope ko puas ati ng ape yg aku mrepek skang ni..

:D

dh xde keja..

sah aku dh xde keja ari ni..

bgun2 tdo ng mke mamai..

aku trus pg ruang tamu n tgk tdung saji..

ade mkanan n aku trus pg tndas..(xde tujuan time ni..mamai lg..)

aku pn kuar blik tndas n tgk jam bru pkul 8.30..

aku amik tuala then trus mndi..(sumpah mamai..)

then aku pkai sume yg ptt n trus amik knci mtor..

aku kuar pg kdai topup n topup no celcom aku..

then aku smpai je umah aku trus bkak lptop..

tgk2 fb aku yg xde org nk lyn..(bkal deactive)

aku trus bkak youtube n search cter ULTRAMAN..

hahahaha...

ade gak yg plg latest..

ultraman zero : revenge of belial..(bhs jepun n sub bi..)

wow nostalgia tp ultraman tiga ttap di hati aku ni..

hahahah..

dh mcm bdak2 aku skang ni..

:D

kekejaman..

kematian mana yg anda ingin kn kpd org yg anda bnci??

1)tikam dia ng pisau..

2)spak trajang dia smpai mati..

3)lggar dia ng kereta..

4)sksa dia ng perlhan2..

5)lmaskn dia..

6)smbat anak tkak dia ng smthng..

7)belah dada dia n kuarkn jntung dia..

8)ptong bdan dia 1 persatu n pstikn dia sdar time korg bt mcm 2..

9)tggu je dia dh tua n mati sbb dh uzur..(aku rekomen jgn amik..)

plih la..mane prasaan korg yg sbenar..

slah buat..

AKU CADANG NK BNCANG CARA BAIK..


TP NTAH MCM MANA I LOST MY COOL..


AKU PG MRAH2 DIA..


PDAHAL DIA X SALAH APA2 PN..


AKU NK MNTK MAAF..


TP AKU XTHU CARA YG SESUAI UTK MNTK MAAF..


MSTI DIA SDIH GLER NG SKAP AKU MCM BDAK2 NI..


THEN AKU TERSLAH LPAS GRAM DLM BLIK PERSALINAN..


AKU PG TNDANG N CMPK LOKER PNYE PNTU 2..(WOW AKU GNAS)


WHAT TO DO??


IM SO SORRY..


;(

mlm ni..

aku xthu la knapa ng aku mlm ni..

tbe2 je aku mrah2 org n nk bt blog..

sah aku dh gler..

ada x ubt utk org mcm aku ni??

persoalan yg bermain di fikiran aku ni..

tp aku msih menunggu ada org 2 ucap apa yg aku nk dgr..

mungkin aku akn aman n tnang lpas ni..

xde la aku nk pk pnjang2 kn..

:D

tp bler aku pk blik klakar gak mlm ni..(walaupn aku tgk jam dh pg)

n aku kna bebel ng mak aku sbb xtdo lg..(xbleh tdo nk bt mcm mane)

kn bgus aku jd batman..

bleh kuar mlm2 dduk atas bmbung mcm penjenayah..

dh xde keja aku skang ni..

 AKIBAT RAMAI SGT MMBER AKU YG ADA BLOG NI..

TERDETIK HATI KECIL AKU NK BT BNDA NI..(POYO LA PLAK)

NI PUN SBB ADA KURA2 YG TLAH MMBERI GLAKAN & DORONGAN UTK AKU BT BLOG NI..

TENGS EH KWN KESAYANGAN KU NI..;)

HOPE BLOGGER LEN DPT LA BG TNJUK AJAR KT AKU UTK BT APA2 YG PTT DLM BLOG NI..

2 JE LA YG AKU NK BEBEL KN N MREPEK..

HEHEHE..